The power within

Do you know that when... you're well-balanced, almost everything runs OK, you have a good friend around and then it happens. This one second that ruins it. You see someone you almost completely forgot about. One you fall in love with. But you dumbass didn't tell. You kept your mouth shut until it was too late. Until there was a boyfriend at her side.

You beat yourself up for not telling it.
Like every time you see her.

The only thing that did help was distance.
You didn't see her anymore. It got better. You hardly remembered her. You forgot.

But this second puts it all back. Your memories. Your feelings.

Your balance is gone. You can hardly concentrate. Your heart is telling you to look at her whereas your brain tells you to ignore her. They fight. You try to relax. It doesn't work. You want to get up and run away, like that would help.

There you are.
You're fighting your emotions, your memories, the pictures, everything. You know you can't stop it. It will drag you down, once again. You open the door for the old blue bastard. Your first words are "Please come in, enjoy your stay... but remember. Today is the day and tonight is the night. You have to go tomorrow morning, while I'm asleep." He nods and makes himself comfortable.

You are a goddess!

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via: Sternchen

Ende Januar. Freude in der WG. 1&1, unser ISP seit November'04 verkündete brieflich freudestrahlend, daß er unseren DSL1000 Anschluß Mitte Februar auf DSL2000 aufrüsten will, ohne zusätzliche Kosten für uns.

Mitte Februar. "Das Upgrade verzögert sich leider, dafür gibts €10 Gutschrift bei der nächsten Rechnung" Mh.

Vor einer Woche. Per e-mail kam eine Auftragsbestätigung für einen DSL Anschluß, wo ich doch keinen bestellt hatte. Ich wurde unruhig, aber noch nicht besorgt.

Heute. Postalisch ging mir eine Auftragsbestätigung für einen DSL1000 Anschluß zu. Mir schwante böses. Hotline angerufen. Von der Sonderaktion wg. DSL2000 wußte er nichts, er sah nur daß bei mir auf DSL2000 aufgerüstet werden soll und "der Brief wohl damit zu tun habe".

*seufz*